My Muse
“I want all A’s”, stated my dad on the phone.
“You got it baby, finish this semester strong”.
I internally sighed and replied, cause Lord knows I’m already tired, “I’ll give you 100%, but the tone of my voice made him persist.
We hung up the phone, and I was once again confronted by my responsibilities.
I’ve got this project, 2 essays, a review, and work during finals week.
Mentally, I am forced to prepare for next semester and the increased tuition as if the 46k I and many other students give to OU is insufficient.
To achieve the life I want to live, I must further my education.
To compete for the opportunities not allotted to me or anyone I come from I have to work only to
experience a glimpse of this so-called American dream.
Filled with legislation to discourage my participation.
Both of my parents have degrees, and they made attaining a degree, and working, look like a breeze
Unfortunately, like me, they weren’t blessed with privileged identities
Amid it all, the expectation to smile remains because it’s my duty as a woman to appease the eyes that fall upon me, regardless of the predatory hue lurking within them.
However, I try to smile to combat my ‘thug mug’ but am met with stale faces or unwanted advances on numerous occasions.
Man, I’m living the dream!
One might ask, What dream Hailee? Your life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness align with which founding fathers? What identities do you and any of them have in common? The ones you do won’t suffice, so don’t blink twice.
The “material” things they were talking about require money, which you don’t have due to the vicious cycle of poverty.
You’re a product of nothing so why would you ever amount to something?
With each generation, we strive to alter the outcome of our lives but, changes that interest the younger generations often go unnoticed.
The way that our country functions is all that we know, or choose to acknowledge,
We have become comfortable with this routine for the most part.
Those who benefit from prospering identities will continue to implement things to maintain their privilege.
If you don’t believe there is a politician prototype, reflect on what politicians look to you.
I mentioned the younger generation and their eagerness for change,
The problem with this is the resistance we will face will likely demolish said ambition.
There is no such thing as privilege without poverty so marginalized groups will remain oppressed, I don’t believe it will be as extreme as the past or dare say present but there will be some form of division between the two.
At the beginning of this course, we were asked what we thought was the American dream.
The American Dream marginalizes everyone who is not white, male, able-bodied, heterosexual, Christian, or wealthy.
It will continue to do so if we don’t begin suggesting and involving ourselves with change.
There are people with all sorts of identity combinations, and the intersection of them all can lead to either conflict or opportunity.
In closing, longing to fix what many individuals don’t consider broken is a loaded task.
That requires unimaginable perseverance.
The institutionalized separation between the founding father’s identities and the ‘others’ to this day makes the American dream a figment of imagination rather than the foundation of our country.
Thank you.