The song I added to the class playlist is Cherry Wine by Hozier. I first listened to this song in April 2021, my junior year of high school. COVID had severely affected my school year, and I was a virtual student. Consequently, I faced isolation and struggled socially and mentally. Additionally, I would become stir-crazy and needed to get out of my house. Unfortunately, being in crowds was difficult because of my infrequent social interaction. I was lost, and my only escape was driving. After I finished my school work, I would drive my Jeep Cherokee all over town. Sometimes I would stop at my local lake’s overlook and think. I wanted my life to change, but it was out of my hands.
After many months of nightly trips and tears, I heard this song. It signified a new turn of events. I could not control every aspect of my life, but I could fix some of it. I decided to let go of the past and those who hindered me. I remember driving around, this time in the daylight, and I said a prayer as Cherry Wine played on the radio.
“God, give me strength,” I said aloud. Then, I let go. I released my anger, frustration, regret, and sadness, and I could finally breathe again. Indeed, God gave me the courage I had asked for. I am much better because I left my fate in His hands.
Others should listen to this song because it may tell a story for them too. They may gain a connection, and it may even bring them out of internal darkness.