Living the Dream

Category: Media

Personal History in an Impersonal World

I was born on September 18, 2003. Clearly, I developed alongside digital devices. I was antsy to get my hands on them–a variety of buttons to push (once a luxury) and other endless assets to explore. For this purpose, I vaguely recall my sisters’ Rzr flip phones and my father’s trusty BlackBerry, but I vividly remember the first iPhone. While my sister wanted to test a new gadget during each visit to the phone store, my mother settled for this freshly released invention. As a result, she utilized its newly composed efforts for years. Presently, it rests in our kitchen drawer, its history exhibit. 

”Clearly, I developed alongside digital devices.”

Contrary to popular belief, these devices are not all fun and games. In fact, media becomes a highlight reel rather than a collection of memories. I miss a moment because of the high quality and bright smiles. Unfortunately, I rarely consider my emotions when the camera flashed. Pictures can be deceiving, but my recollection and personal relationships will stand the test of time. 

I seem happy, but I was in one of the darkest periods of my life. To be more specific, I was facing my first heartbreak and isolation from virtual school.
A year later, I appear as a teenage girl having the time of her life at prom. In reality, I was at my mental breaking point.

Although touchscreens have stolen home buttons’ spotlight, their influence lingers. I can relive much of my childhood through a camera roll. For instance, the tiny fingerprints that dotted an iPhone 1 are replaced by makeup staining an iPhone 11. I no longer steal my mother’s phone to investigate but instead pick up my own. Times have changed, technology has evolved, and I have grown up amid everything.

What is the truth?

I have always had a passion for words. From a young age, I understood communication’s power and expression’s necessity. With this in mind, letters forming intricate worlds were bewildering. I was overwhelmed by every sentence’s unyielding force and every story’s relatability. Books nurtured me as a little girl, and their warmth rocked me to sleep nightly. 

Nevertheless, this premature wonder sprouted into motivation. I was determined that my words would leap and sear themselves into my audience’s minds. As the years have passed, my appreciation has only heightened. I have watched as my work brought tears to readers’ eyes–a drop in the fountain of human connection. Are we anything at all, if not each other’s community? Before I understood how to convey it, this inquiry was my driving question. Ultimately, I believe the simple answer is no.

On the same note, I am still on a journey of discovery. Regarding my media world, what is the truth? Is there a single truth, or are all consumers correct in their honesty? Clearly, I am avidly navigating the answers to this rabbit hole. My life’s mission will be pursuing the truth, whatever that may be. Until I rest in this solution, I will remain steadfast in my curiosity and let my heart guide my feet. I do not know how one could go wrong with these steps. Then again, the truth could be multi-faceted, and there is always more to the story.

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