It is hard to be independent when the only person you want to see is busy for the entire week. It’s normal to experience anxiety when they don’t text you back quickly, and long to see them in person.

I try to keep myself busy when something like this happens. For this week, I have made a plan every single night to distract myself. However, now I am feeling extremely under the weather, so I’m not sure if I’ll even be able to follow through on those plans.

Instead of seeing Christmas lights and going out, I’m staying in and reading. This may be fun for awhile, but it’s going to be extremely difficult to feel this way all day.

I hope that everything passes shortly.